Feeling Thoughtful...

MMORPGS: Maple Story

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 20:58:12 GMT

Now that my laptop got fixed; I've been playing Maple Story. It's kind of boring playing on your own though. :{ I also have my eye on this game, http://www.tricksteronline.com/ I'm tempted to download it, but I want to wait for my friend to get online. o: He's been wanting me to check it out. I've already registered, so we'll see. x3

Anyhow, my characters on Maple Story are:

Broa: Saldaea (main)
Scania: DemiLotus

I've been working with my main more than my other character. I enjoy being a mage. <33 I can't wait to use the Cleric abilities. ;D

I also want to see what other MMORPGS are out there. o: Drop me a line, if you know of any good ones. ;3 I may join it. Depending on what it is. <33

I love the snow!

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 23:29:38 GMT

Long time no see, neh? Anyways, I'm now in, Iowa. Facing a blizzard, no less! I prefer snow than Thunder Storms, any day. Anyhow, I got off the phone from talking to my sister, queentatooine. Who request pictures. :3 The lighting, is n't really that good since the camera was being kind of screwy, but here's some snow:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=235&l=de05f&id=508052612

It should be public, viewable. Also, the first two was some snow, from Atascadero. About two years ago at least. I think? Anyhow, it was just slush, as my friend so states. The next three are from Iowa. I'll upload a couple more here, in a bit.

'Eh?

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 23:36:46 GMT

o.o I just created a community, and 'am sort of confused.

Do I get to invite friends to it? What else can we do besides posting?

n.n; Try as I might, but I can't even find tutorials, or anything useful that'll help me out. Any suggestions?

Dad's Bday, and The Porch.

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 07:59:32 GMT

Yeup, it's my dad's birthday! He is now an official senior citizen. xD He wasn't looking forward to it, but I honestly think he did enjoy his birthday. :3

We plan on going to the Roller Derby tomorrow, and if we couldn't make it there, than we're heading to The ~~Solomon's~~ Porch.

We went there tonight to hear some music, it could've been better though, so we left early. Although, I really enjoyed most of the music. But, it made me sad when I've learned that a girl whose deaf and blind was there. A song was devoted to her too; she was the singer's daughter. Her daughter had to put her hand near her neck so she's able to hear, so I've been told. I felt seriously sad though; I almost wanted to cry.

Or maybe, my sadness was because I pity'd her? I nearly gone deaf myself once; so that's also a possibility. But, I'm never going to forget that girl; I also thought she was really pretty. I've prayed to God though that she'll live a happy and an easy life. It must be hard to not be able to see or hear.

A world without sight, or voices...

I've Decided. :D

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 20:30:58 GMT

I'm going to create a christian community; using another live journal account. :3 It'll be a start, for the site I'm planning. I have plenty of things I want to add, but the Livejournals are limited, and I've never created a community journal before. I'm open ideas and suggestions. =D I would like to get as many people as I can involved too, whether you're christian or not.

Thusly, if the LJ version of the community is successful, I'll take it up to the next level, and create a site for it. It'll be so much fun. n.n

What do you think? I'd like to hear some input on this.

Dreams... is this the reason?

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 00:54:17 GMT

I've beginning to realize; why all this headache and stress is happening to me and everything else for that matter, believe what you want, but I fear that this is the truth.

My mom had ....dreams. Dreams that seemed so awkwardly real to her. Her first dream was a ...prediction. My Uncle Ben, whome I've never came to met, had visited her in her dreams. He told her that she was to bear a son and to name him after my Uncle. So, people would know that he is a Man of God, and to aid him in is work that was unfinished on Earth. A year later, my mom became pregnant, and bear a son whome she named after my uncle. Ever since then all these bad things had happened to us. My mom got deeper in debt, CPS kept coming over when nothing was wrong, my little brother was struggling in school to a point he had to repeat Kindegarten, my sister and I started struggling in school as well. There's more to it, but too many to list.

Sometime later, my mom had another dream. She seen Jesus' Second Comming. He told her to write down everything she saw, and what he said. One of the things he said that caught my mind was, "BE PREPARED, FOR MY SECOND COMMING IS VERY VERY NIGH!"

I believe this to be true. I have back up, to prove that these dreams are true. An angel(?), my uncle, told she was to bear a son. And it happened.

I'm going to have to type more about this, later. I need to get ready for Bible Studies, and rewrite the dreams. I think it's one of the reasons though that I'm moving, or something about it. I don't know, but it's confusing just like everything else is.

Spam! Spam! Spam!

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 22:16:29 GMT

Aiya, every time I go to my Gmail account, I always end up having to clear out my spam folder. D: I could just ignore it, but I hate it being there! I even get spam in other foreign languages. Dx *grumbles* And not all of it goes into my Spam folder either, some ends up in my inbox!

It's also the same thing with my hotmail account. Never ending spammage. I want to keep my hotmail account, but I think the "Delete&Report" button is broken. I'm highly considering getting a new gmail account though. Or create an email at untainted'ORG instead. ;__;

<- These icky LJ ads are fugly lookin'. Dx I would get rid of them, by using the other free option, but I hate having to be redirected to another page that doesn't match the current LJ theme, I already have. Yes, I know, I'm a very picky person. .___.;

Butterfly Needle

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 07:06:26 GMT

Apparently, my veins are seriously tiny, because I've had to be poked twice. =[ It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be though, and the lady that was drawing my blood, was really nice. She had to use the smallest needle though, which she called it the Butterfly Needle. I don't know why she called it that though. xD; I've noticed through out my life time of doctor visits; they have to use the smallest tools to get anything done. Like the smallest quetip(?) to clean out my ears etc.

Anyhow, I also found out that one of the main reasons why she had some trouble, was that I'm dehydrated. o.o; I have been deprived of water, for quite a long time. But, there's no way, I'd drank that plain nasty tap water. I prefer bottles of water, or those jugs of water you can get at the store. The only time I will drank that tap water is when I'm making tea. Tea seems to get rid of that nasty taste. n.n;

I also realized that I have a chance to be diabetic. It runs on both sides of my family, my dad, grandpa, and I believe great grandpa all had or has it. My grandpa on my dad's side had died from it, so I've been told. I'm slightly doubting that I have it though, because when my dad tested me both times, my blood sugar was normal. They've tested my dad more than once too, and one of his tests came out positive at one point. o.o; So, it's kinda scaring me, I'm really hoping that nothing weird comes up. ;__;

Facebook meh! Dx

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 05:33:03 GMT

Yeup, I finally got my own facebook! Honestly, I like this a whole lot better than myspace, and this will give me something to put into my LJ profile. Because, it always needs constant updating each time I log in. xD So having this should be easier from now on. Also, if you're on facebook please do drop me a line! Or you could always add me if you want. :3

Anyhow, I would write more, but I've already done a lot of blogging at facebook. Although, one thing I haven't mentioned is that I'm going to get bloodwork done tomorrow. D: The doctor wants to check my thyroids (spelling?). I also hope nothing weird pops up or anything. o.o

absence, move, college, site... blah blah

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 23:29:06 GMT

Aiya, here I'am absent again without notice. ._.; I seem to develop a bad habit to neglect the many blogs I own. BUT, I have a good excuse! Well, sort of, but not really since I could've came by for how many times I was on the internet. Anyways.......................

.................................

.......I'M MOVING! O.O

Where to? Chariton, Iowa. D: It's like... smack in the middle of no where. It feels like it to me. I'm also afraid of thunderstorms, but no matter where I choose to go, I'm going to have to get used to them sometime or another. I'm also unsure how to deal with the move; I guess I could say that I don't like big changes, and this change is a big one to me. It's also making me really busy, so it feels like I have no free time at all.

I'm also going to have to find a Junior College near by; to complete what I started at, Cuesta College. Afterwards, I've highly considered transfering to Hope International University, or Smith College. x.x; So hard to decide. I did decide my majors and minor though: Religion, Web Development, and Art. =D I believe I'll be content studying this three.

Besides that I kinda let Divine Rose die. If it's still in my posession I'm unsure whether I should, sell, give, or just let it die away. I opened up the site once, but never updated it since then. So, it's sitting there kinda useless. So, I'm going to try and focus more on my other two domains. Ones going to contain my portfolio and personal site, while the other is going to be some sort of Christian community. Where you can learn about God, The Bible, and all that other jazz. =D I also would like to make it open for people to submit their related artworks, layouts, poetry and the such. It'll be a lot of fun, for other users would be able to connect and share each other's beliefs. Thusly, whether your Christian or not you can join too! It's all just for fun, and to be able to connect with each other. :3

Oh and GaiaOnline had kinda sucked up my time too. If anybody wants, I can send an invite. xD

On a last note, which is for QueenTatooine: Apparently, mom had been trying to get a hold of you and Lisa, by phone. You haven't been on msn or yahoo in awhile, so I'm also kinda wondering how you've been doing. Same goes for Lisa, if you happen to see this, could you also pass this message onto her? Thanks, sis. :3

AAHHH!! I'M BURNING!!!

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 08:42:43 GMT

Okay, okay, so I'm exaggerating it! As you could have guessed it, it's really hot hear in California. Well, in some areas anyways. Mine being one of them. I probably wouldn't have mind it as much; only if we had a better cooler. Our old one some how doesn't work, so my mom bought this window one, to use for temporarily. It's actually been better than earlier in the summer. I hate our house; because, one of the rooms isn't insolated, so it's easier to either get hot, or cold. ;__; And the little cooler doesn't do much, but it's better than nothing.

It feels really nice in the evening though.

I just wish we had that darn cooler fixed. ><;

Long time no see...

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 04:37:38 GMT

I didn't mean to be away from LJ that long. I was busy with other things.

Not too long ago, I've turned 19 years of age. Went on a camping trip, and celebrated my brother's, and sister's birthday too. It felt that it was more dedicated to my little bro, but that was because he had more friends invited.

Yeup, basically just a summary of what had happened lately. Anyways, I may be gone again too, but unsure when.

Snow on a rampage

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 22:29:09 GMT

Haha, I find this amusing, yet it is upsetting to find that DDG has possibly been hacked. What's so funny about it was my first thought's on this, "OMIGAH, SNOW'S ON CRACK!" xDD A friend of mine suggested I screen some of it to preserve the memories. xD So I did.

DDGMB:
Clickie1

Clickie2

If DDGMB has been hacked; it just might be the first.

[edit] There was confirmation from scott_valentine that DDGMB, has been hacked twice. =O This time being the "2nd," so apparently it is hacked. .__.;;

I want to be heard...

Sun, 28 May 2006 18:27:20 GMT

I'm tired of not being heard, and I'm tired of people not letting me express my thoughts, and I'm tired of being told to be quiet when I think that I need to be heard.

Yes my parents are arguing again. Both mom and dad blames each other, for various different things, when they both are at fault. Dad is not always right, and Mom is not always wrong. Absolutely, no one is always right, or wrong. Basically, that's what the argument is about. I try to tell them this, and I try to suggest what I think might work. But no one is willing to listen to me. Because, one person wants to have it their way, or else, while the other is the same exact way. It's getting confusing. ==;;

I also try to tell them that thinking positive more often usually, works. But, my dad thinks otherwise, and always looks on the negative side of things. While, my mom actually tries to think positive. .__.;;

Anyhow, everything is calmed down though; I think one thing we really most definately need, is peace and quiet. Usually, that's what calms us all down. And it has. I just hope we'll have less arguments from now on. =\

----
xP Yesh, I snached the link from Hiro's LJ. I figured that I'd be more paranoid than anything else, but according to these results I'm wrong. o.o I don't know if any of the results are actually, good or not. ==; Yes, I know I'm dumb.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

x3 And then I took another one:

What Super Hero Are You?? Your Result: Batman You are the Dark Knight. You cruise Gotham City's streets in your own customized Bat Mobile. You fight crime by night and have your own trusty side kick Robin. You live in this awesome cave and you have the assitance of your trusty butler Alfred. Oh did I mention your a billionaire play boy by day to?
Steel
The Human Torch
Superman
Captain America
The Green Lantern
Spider-Man
What Super Hero Are You??

Gargoyles

Fri, 26 May 2006 02:37:42 GMT

Yes, it's an old animated series I know, but I love it! And 'am still watching it on Toon Disney. xDD And apparently they have conventions for it!

Gargoyles Convention

I really want to go, and the next one is in L.A. after that they plan to go to Tennessee. I have a better chance attending the one in L.A. then I do in Tennesse cause that's way too far away for me. I really want some of the comic books too, and the dvds. I've also concluded that I want a fansite for the series. =D There's not that many around, and I believe that there should be more. So I'm planning one. I know it's a short notice for this one, but I just now discovered it, and if I knew about it sooner, I would've most definately try my best to go.

;__; It takes place in the same area that the Anime Expo takes place. If I do get to go to either one, mom and dad is most definately gonna make me choose one or the other. I've been wanting to go to the anime one because it'll be CLAMP's first appearance in the US, my friend's are able to go, but I can't. ==;; I hope the appear again though, and I possibly get to attend the next one.

Even though I know I'm not able to go to the, anime expo, I'm going to try and go to this. n-n But I doubt I'll be able too.

On a last note, I've been stamped as Tsunade, from the Ninjafy community! I shall go and add it to my profile when I have the time.

meh

Tue, 23 May 2006 01:40:02 GMT

The rain was fun while it lasted, and was nice for awhile, as well. I'm unsure if we'll have some more anytime soon though. Although it will be nice to have a calm shower, instead of one that pours.

Gah, just awhile ago, my little brother squirt me with his stupid squirt gun, while I was outside. ;^; My reaction was something like, "OH MAH GAH! HOW COULD YOU!?" @.@;; I really wasn't in any mood to get wet, either.

I've been counting down days to see, X-men III: The Last Stand. I'm so looking forward to it. x3

I got my wish.

Mon, 22 May 2006 00:09:35 GMT

I've wanted it to rain, and now it's pouring! Yay! The only thing now, is that I'm cold. ;^; Anyhow, I don't have really much to say except that I'm tired, and it's raining. But, something did happen! I re-opened Divine Rose. Except now it's just a network with my portfolio, and nothing more. I just now need to work on my graphic site. Also, I found out that I'm a pig. >.<;; I do nothing but eat, and I'm trying my best to not eat too much. But, when it's dealing with something I love, I just can't help myself. ;^; Truthfully though, I have hardly eaten at all today, but when I do eat it's something like, cookies, lemon bars, or some chips. x.x;;; So, I guess you could say that I feel fatter than I look. I dunno, I guess I'm just a bit too paranoid.

Thunders and Showers

Fri, 19 May 2006 23:34:50 GMT

Well, supposedly there are to be some scattered thunderstorms and showers. I hope we have some in our area, because it may actually cool down some. Truthfully, I'd rather have rain than the actual sun pouring it's heated rays on us. ;^;

Last time when we had a thunderstorm I was in San Luis Opisbo attending school. When, all of a sudden I've seen flashes of light and then it sounded like a big bang. x.x Although since it was so sudden I ended up running to the DSPS office, cause it scared me half to death. xD; I really do like thunderstorms though, it's just sometimes it scares me like that. ~.~; I guess it proves that I could be sensitive to some things.

Although, I do really love the sun, but the heat sometimes drives me crazy.

*_* Before, I lose that feeling of productive-ness; I'm going to try and finish up Divine Rose, and possibly open it up today. I just hate installing the news script though. =.=;; Since it takes awhile to get the customizing part right.

It's cute, but annoying

Thu, 18 May 2006 21:02:34 GMT

Well, I was going to type out an entry, at myspace, but since I'm not very fond of their blogging tools I'd rather do it here. :3 Anyhow, my mom just had to bring a new cat home, the other day. I find it really cute and fuzzy, but it's annoying since I have to keep an eye on it; because, it's soo little. o.o; Whenever I feed it, I have to keep out little dog in the bathroom with his food. Otherwise, he'll get into the cat's food. =.=;; Which I find really annoying, because half of the time the cat's food is gone before the poor thing get's to finish it. Also, this furry thing tends to get rough and would attack your feet at random moments. o.O; Other than that, it can be really sweet and affectionate. n.n Ah, the name you must be wondering 'eh? Well, after about two days of it staying here, we decided to call it, Fonzy. xDD
Yes it's a male. :3 I'd rather have a male than a female, since everytime we usually get a female it always ends up having more kittens. x.x;

Aside from the kitty business, I've been fiddling with a myspace account, but mostly been customizing it. You shall see it here, http://myspace.com/midoriko yesh that's MY new peice of art. Leave it be. =.= -glares-

Woot!

Thu, 18 May 2006 00:17:33 GMT

First entry in LiveJournal. xDD Although I've already blogged at Untainted.org so there really isn't anything to blog about, maybe later, so we'll see. x3